the evil within.

i spit nothing but judgments at ur face.-S


don't proclaim u're innocent when the verdict is full of ur guilt.-K



like a fly, i see many of your faces... only one is pure.-S



ur aura overwhelms my whole being into quiet serenity.-K



does a bliss in your ignorance makes you satisfied? yes? no? don't know? argh... eat my love.-S


(a lil game we played..)

"i was considering to remove or edit the previous post. cos i tot it was really harsh.. and not to mention mean. but when i reflected on what i wrote, i realised that it all came from my heart. and of cos, out of anger. but these words are juz virtual words. and by posting this online, i'm telling everyone my emotions and my thoughts. things that are personal to me and of cos, reflects on me as a person. but isnt this the function of a blog? to relieve all the penned up emotions and negativity? after all i am juz too human.. and of cos.. i take revenge in my own words not in action. thus, i've decided not to edit the previous post and juz left it the way i wrote it. its a good stress reliever.. ;)" -khad.

*giggles*

had a belated celebration wid the girls today!!!
at east coast.. haha.. nicole was busy at work..
so wasted... anyways.. one day we'll camp there together yea..
heE.. i had chocolate cake smashed on my face ah..
tanks ah women.. hehe.. so tired after the whole outing..
i'm all smiles.. they bot me a lovely green handbag..
nice!! tanks so much babes.. love u guys lots lots and lots..
cheers to many many more years of friendship.. ;)



i juz dun understand some pp..
its so obvious they arent together anymore eh..
no need to pretend la.. its all over the net anyway..
clearly everyone knows they've split up.
good for them la.
dun nd to tell me tt u hate liars, betrayers, etc etc...
speak for urself woman.
u cant even see ur reflection in a clear mirror.
its juz funny.. when we ask them, are u still together?
spontaneously and without a doubt.
the answer is YES.
but when probed further-wat abt all the pics of her wid someone else?
its all over the net.
he cldnt answer. and den came the slow and reluctant-yeah. we broke up.

and of cos we would love to roll on the floor with our stomachs heaving with spasmic activity.
me especially. not him. my dear darling is an innocent sweet boy. i'm the evil bitch here.
and i'd laugh and laugh and laugh till i wan to vomit and drop dead in front of their shocked faces.
ahhhh................. so its true......................... hehehe.. *giggles*
and when we ask her-are u free today?
she's too quick to admit-i'm goin out wid him today.
WOW!!!!!!!!! they're still together???
or is that A LIE................???

hahahaha... okie la.......................... bluff all u want la...
she's notorious for her big mouth and stupid lies anyway..
and she juz couldnt admit to us, could she.. that she used to like him..............................
haunt my baby down.. flirted with him for some time......
always comparing her bf and him.. and i nv said a word.
nv approached her.. hehehe.. ;) but too bad..
she's a nobody..
i dun see why i owe her an apology.
i dun see why i owe her bf or whoever he is now an apology for scolding him-for wat he did to my baby..
i dun see why we need to take the first step to mend a broken friendship.
and AND.
even though we did make the effort to step forward and apologise and do smth abt the situation.
they juz made things harder for us.
they're actually playing games with us.
hehehe...
so we juz forgot all abt it.
we forgot allllll......................... that had stood by our paths..
and when we look back at those times, we smile.


and of cos, by me writing this very post.
i am very sure, some mouths will start to blabber.
of cos, none wld dare approach me personally and spit it out of their mouths.
cos after all, humans are known for their cowardice aite..
and when these mouths start blabbering their foul language,
the story wld be twisted one way or the other..
and when it comes back to me, i'd juz smile and laugh..
its always good to hear stories..
;)

wholesome fun..

its been less than a week since my last a'level paper..
which was last friday..
i celebrated my birthday on wednesday wid my physics paper3 which was a real blow to my mental health..
was seriously freaking difficult.. a few tears rolled down my cheeks upon reflection of my performance on tt paper.. sigh.....
its over anyways..
went out wid him tt nite..
hehe.. was a funny experience..
stuck in a traffic jam at 8pm wid a stomach ache.
he spotted kk hospital.. hehe..
and i "gave birth" there..
heE..


friday was our 1yr anniversary.. the so called proposed date..
he gave me a ring.. gorgeous.. ;)





where did i go on saturday?? oh yea!!!
to town wid jing!!! hehe..
was moody the whole day cos town was so crowded wid pp shopping for christmas..
its so early this yr!! pls la.. christmas is like more than a month away?!
wats up man................................



sunday we went out jalan raye!! went to visit our teachers and his sisters..
their houses all so nice......................... so jealous...............
















heh.. every hse we go, we eat.. life is so good... hehe.. and i'm putting on weight!!!
argh!!!



monday monday monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we celebrated our anniversary/my birthday..................!!
like again?! heh..
he wanted to bring me to omnimax theatre! but silly boy forgot its closed on mondays..
so we went to watch...... "the exorcism of emily rose"
ok........... its more of a documentary than a horror flick..
but the storyline is really good-to me-and the script is well done.
den we wanted to have dinner at newton!!! but we waited...........





and we waited..............












and we waited...........................................................














for bus 162. and it nv came!!!! so we took the train from cityhall to newton instead..
...

skali!!! we reached there and we saw the place all closed up.. we tot it was under renovation..

den later tt nite i reached home and asked my bro-he's a patron of newton circus-abt wat happened to tt place..





and u know wat he said?!!

its juz further down the road..






i was so gonna shoot myself!!!

cos when we cldnt "SEE" newton circus..
we headed down to far east to eat.. den in the bus i happened to spot Anatolia Turkish restaurant..
since we'd nv been there before, tot we'd give it a shot.


but the food was really splendid!!! so yum yum...............................
we were like suakus ah.. cos the counter lady gave us a bowl and a cup of ice. and we were wondering wat to do wid it..
hehe.. we ordered salad u see.. so we went up to her and asked..
and there staring rite in front of our noses was the tray full of varieties of salad..

oh oh!! WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




they're salad really sucks!!! hahahahahaha...
cos i took as many types as i cld and we tried some of them..
and the taste was simply.....................................




INDESCRIBABLE.


but their doner pancake was really nice..
like those chicken wraps sold in long john..
and those kebabs in geylang serai..
but this is way way way nicer..............................
the sauce is really sweet.. ;)
but pls make sure u have strong teeth! heh.. cos it takes a lot lot lot of chewing...
tired u know the mouth..

hahahahahahaha...
YUM YUM YUM!!!!!


hehehe.. so tt was how my life-i tink his too-concluded for the past few days..
seems like my birthday celebration is being spread out over a period of time..
hehehe.. i'm goin out wid the girls this saturday to the beach!!!
i'm such a lucky girl to have such lovely pp ard me..
;)


baby!!!! i've posted such a long post.. now's ur turn!!!!!!!! muahahahaha...