lately....
we've been having late nite conversations..
so late that i wake up late to skol..
not to mention the eye bags around my eyes..
while he is happily droning in his dreamland..
emotional conversations..
comical ones..
and sometimes irritatingly.. boring ones..
it cant be helped when my household is bustling with activity at 12am in the morning..
and when his dad needs to use the phone to call a friend..
watever types our conversations have been lately..
they've been enlightening..
we learn more of each other..
the jealous side..
the evil side..
the romantic side..
like how i can sound like i miss all my ex-bfs on the phone even thou i was juz telling him abt the past memories..
and naturally he's jealous..
which bf wld not be..
and he wld counter attack me with his tots and views of them..
making me feel all guilty and down..
like why the hell did i even go and tell him in the first place..
but we clear the aires and we love each other more after that..
haven seen him since i dunno when.. sunday?
but i miss him already.. (everyone shld go aww..... hahaha..)
but we all learn and grow..
and continue growing... and growing....
its just been bugging me..
this notion in my head that threatens to blow my blog out..
the unhealthy idea that i juz dun understand..
we've moved on..
we're attached.. we love each other..
we dont care abt anyone who threatens our relationship..
i trust he will nv run away..
and i know he trust me too..
tts no reason y i wld go for someone better anyway..
when there obviously isnt anyone else..
but
buT
bUt
bUT
BUT
y does his past still linger on to him?
Miss History has obviously moved on..
but why all the sulky faces?
y does she still frown upon him?
giving him a hatred look?
smiling at him once in a while..
his history was not pleasant..
it has hurt him.. badly.. and even his friends..
is there still tt longing? tt hatred?
tt unspoken thoughts........,
waiting and bursting to be let out?
wat is Miss History trying to tell behind her secret smile?
or is there nothing at all?
juz an empty soul?
so late that i wake up late to skol..
not to mention the eye bags around my eyes..
while he is happily droning in his dreamland..
emotional conversations..
comical ones..
and sometimes irritatingly.. boring ones..
it cant be helped when my household is bustling with activity at 12am in the morning..
and when his dad needs to use the phone to call a friend..
watever types our conversations have been lately..
they've been enlightening..
we learn more of each other..
the jealous side..
the evil side..
the romantic side..
like how i can sound like i miss all my ex-bfs on the phone even thou i was juz telling him abt the past memories..
and naturally he's jealous..
which bf wld not be..
and he wld counter attack me with his tots and views of them..
making me feel all guilty and down..
like why the hell did i even go and tell him in the first place..
but we clear the aires and we love each other more after that..
haven seen him since i dunno when.. sunday?
but i miss him already.. (everyone shld go aww..... hahaha..)
but we all learn and grow..
and continue growing... and growing....
its just been bugging me..
this notion in my head that threatens to blow my blog out..
the unhealthy idea that i juz dun understand..
we've moved on..
we're attached.. we love each other..
we dont care abt anyone who threatens our relationship..
i trust he will nv run away..
and i know he trust me too..
tts no reason y i wld go for someone better anyway..
when there obviously isnt anyone else..
but
buT
bUt
bUT
BUT
y does his past still linger on to him?
Miss History has obviously moved on..
but why all the sulky faces?
y does she still frown upon him?
giving him a hatred look?
smiling at him once in a while..
his history was not pleasant..
it has hurt him.. badly.. and even his friends..
is there still tt longing? tt hatred?
tt unspoken thoughts........,
waiting and bursting to be let out?
wat is Miss History trying to tell behind her secret smile?
or is there nothing at all?
juz an empty soul?
posted by Muhammad Shalih @ 2:42 PM
2 Comments:
At 2:43 PM ,
DOINK said...
When my lil frat is in love with one lady, it'll be just that one lady alone. He's not that sort who will have eyes on other girl. Both you and me are Scorpios and my .. ehem.. first love was an Aries as well.. Trust me. Most Aries man can tolerate us, Scorpios and they're one woman's man (ermm.. can use this word not??). He's always Khad here, Khad there, everywhere Khad Khad (dah mcm lagu Old McDonald pulak!) Dun you worry too much, if it's destiny you're together, you'll be together in the end, insya'allah.
At 8:13 PM ,
Khad said...
hahaha.. tanks for the assurance kak.. ;) scorpios are possessive humans and i cant help being jealous.. hehehe..
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