A Sudden Emotional Night

I couldn't sleep that night after the conversation on the phone.. The weather was too cold and I was too emotional.. It's as if I've lost my soul and I'm crying for it to come back.. I have never ever felt like this before in my entire life.. I felt so sad but yet, I felt so good that I get to let my feelings and thoughts out.. Better still, I let it out to the person I love very much.. It felt good also because I get to show her the softer side of me, the underside of my big strong heart, and I did it deliberately.. The thought of doing so much stuff for the person that I'm in contact with comes to mind whenever I feel this way.. Whether I'll get to accomplish it or not, it's all up to me.. And yes, I have never made her cry this way.. Somehow or rather, she feels it and everytime that happens, everything becomes so beautiful.. Crystal tears from the heart would come rolling down on the cheeks and both would wish the other could stop crying..

With the softest voice ever, I pleaded, "Don't cry after you put down the phone, okay?"

"I cannot promise you that, baby.."

"Well.. Okay then.. I love you very much, darling.."

"I love you too.. Good night.."

"Good night.."