only you hunny...

made a new fren today..
an NS man.. previously from VJC..
goin to NUS soon.. doin LAW..
sounds like a ideal future husband..
financial stable in the future..
hahahaha..
accuse me of flirting.. go ahead..
i dint even intend to make anything happen..
lemme explain all of this yea..

was leaving house today..
goin to meet my darling bf..
it was raining pretty lightly and lazy me just refuse to bring an umbrella..
tot i'd share wid someone on the way or juz dash thru the rain..
was at the nearby shelter waiting for the traffic light to cross to the bus stop..
den this young chinese man offered to share his umbrella wid me..
so i agreed.. its juz an umbrella..
and i juz stood there silently waiting for the traffic light to turn green..
when it did turn green, we went into the rain and he started a conversation..
asked me where i was from, whether i lived nearby, where am i goin, bla bla..
so since he was so friendly to ask me.. i asked him back too..
where he's goin, where he's from.. bla bla bla..
den he asked me my name.. so i told him its khad.. i dun tink he even knows i'm malay..
then reached the next shelter so i thanked him and left..
i dint know he was behind me cos i was busy trying to evade all the passer-bys to get to the bus stop..
den when i was waiting at the bus stop, he came up to me and said hi again.. so i was pretty surprised and replied back la..
told me he was goin to town and asked wat bus i was taking..
coincidentally he's taking the same bus as me..
alrite.. the bus came and in the bus we chatted some more..
found out he's a VJC student, serving his army now, goin to NUS LAW soon..
he play sports like baseball and softball.. he clubs and bla bla bla..
told him i'm in cjc second yr.. he was pretty surprised..
told me i looked younger.. like secondary skol kid..
i was shocked.. first time anyone told me that..
thanked him for that compliment.. hahahaha.. juz polite to say that..
den when the bus reached my stop, he asked me for my number.. so i gave him..
i dun intend him to be more than a fren so y not?
and he gave me his number too..




when i met my darling Mr Shalih.. told him all abt it.. he's jealous.. i know i shldnt do it.. cos i'm attached.. but i know my limits too.. and tt guy will not be more than juz a normal fren.. he worries and so on.. pretty disheartened too i muz say.. but i have to tell him rite? we made a promise not to hide anything from each other.. and even if i dun tell him, it'll be a greater mistake on my part too rite.. den i'll be flirting behind his back.. alrite.. juz tot i'd like to reassure my darling sweet hunny why i will not run away.. cos he feels insecure.. naturally..


i am not interested in him. PERIOD.
and after wat we had tonight, he's off my mind..
only you hunny.. only you........