this is wat i'll do more often..

happy valentine's day

heart wrenching
save me somebody
the sight of them
urgh the jealousy
all welled up inside
i refuse to admit
my envy for them
rejected lonely single
on valentine's day
why am i tortured like this
life is so unjust
memories of that special someone
who left me long ago
hurt all bruised scarred
the pain tt peirced thru me
hid my eyes
welled up wid tears at the tot
my past ugliness tarnished
he'd never return
cos here's where he stand now
wid his new love
in front of my eyes unashamed
all lovey dovey and ignorant
of my presence and existence
gorgeous pretty sexy female
who stole him from me
shunned and ashamed of their presence
i stood in silence
staring at the blank wall
wishing i was trapped and hidden
in a cage where no one wld find me
where i cld scream out
and no one wld care
the searing pain
gashing my throat, my heart
burning wid heat and anger
silence dear patience
revenge is sweet
patience

to be continued......