wat a day................. i sooo cannot stand my voice!!!!!

basket..
i knew it..
we SHOULD HAF practiced..
yesterday, today, the previous week..
audition was today..
we almost blew it..
juz shit..
damn pissed wid myself..
was supposed to practice during break today..
but some bastard classmate of mine..
juz had to SHOOT us back..
"wats the classroom for? to study rite? how to study wid all these noise"
basket.. wan to kena whack ah..
luckily he's my good fren..
cannot scold back also ma..
shit him ah..
so dere goes our "jamming session"
no practice at all!!!
den audition..
jonathan peh seng wee was in a freaking bad mood..
for the whole freaking day.. and reason?
bcos the other classmate scolded him..
like in front of everyone else..
which i tink was extremely rude..
dere goes our drummer..
den the stupid instruments all sound weird..
and i was so freaking nervous..
my first time singing in front of a live audience..
clogged up my throat while singing..
and dere goes the singer too..
basket.. damn pissed wid myself..
cld actually hear how horrid i sounded..
i'm such a horrible being!!!! i wanted to sing so well so badly.........
guess i need to do better..
i'm juz soooooo pissed wid myself.......................
why the hell does my voice sound so nasal??!!!!
basket.. i had better find a way to speak and sing properly man......
before next rehearsal starts..
i hope we make it thru.........
we better make it thru.........