Put On Hold.

He sat on his chair quietly, staring blankly at the empty mug on his desk, thinking about the regrettable things that have happened the other night.

He couldn’t believe that he made her frustrated over him on the phone. Well, she should be because he was terribly impatient and rude. He tried to gamble that she’ll call him back after she’s done with her second incoming call. He gave an idiotic excuse that his hand was tired but actually he was sleepy and tired. He just wanted to take a teeny weenie little nap while she was talking with her other friend but it turn out to be a very humongous mistake. He wanted to apologize to her but he knew if he did that, he won’t be getting any forgiveness from her because sorry is just a word to her.

Hey, mistakes do happen and nobody’s perfect but the thing is that he can be. Well at least for her. He can be if he chooses to. He can be.

What he would do is to try his best not to commit the same stupid mistakes again. He’s pretty sure that it won’t happen again because having her to be happy in his arm is what he really wants. He shouldn’t be selfish also. He must know that she comes first before himself because without her, he’s nothing.

There are good times and bad times in every relationship. What couples really got to do is to learn. He learns! He learns every single day. Learns to understand her and to love her. What she likes and dislikes. That is the best part he likes the most in the relationship. He loves her and that is the most important thing

As he thought to himself that, he looked right at outside his window and all he could see are nothing but unlighted apartments. He guessed that he should go tuck in like everyone else. Happy Chinese New Year.