dedicated to Peanut

there he is
my heart thumping
stood rooted to the ground
my jaw gaping
he's walking to me
such a sweet glow
emitted from his smile
such radiance produced
from his presence
comforting pleasant insufficient
wanting more of it everyday
needing it every hour
such addiction suffocating strangling
the tingling feeling
the jolt i feel
everytime he stares at me
melting my body
threathening to steal my soul
capturing my breath encasing it in a metal container
never to be let out again
trapped in his death smile
lost in his golden words
smouldered in his burning passion
he called me his
forever
he owns me
controlling me from my core
held by the leash
unable to be free
i fell in love wid him
but i cld nv call him mine..