Letting Go

Anyways, something happened today. I found out that I have ungrateful friends all along and that I'm starting to worry about that girl who was really pissed at me for no apparent reason at all (I think she is still pissed and she's not gonna stop). I know you know that I feel numb to all these situation but it just got too much. I just hope I won't turn into a vigilante. I guess I should just let go of all these worries I've been carrying around for many months. There's no need for me to continue. My quest, right now, is to stick by the friend who's been truest to me and I guess that would be Bulat and I guess I should stop putting energy into worry as well.

Despite having a stupid day, my night was great. Khadijah and I were checking out stars. There were 20 of them and I whispered to her that I hope we have 20 children. We then talk about getting GIRO for the first 4 children and then about incentives for the number of children we're gonna have. Anyways, the stars look the same as they always do. Hope our relationship can stay the same as well.