remorse..
tell me wat i did wrong to be treated like this..
ignored for the whole night..
no good night wishes..
shut off from the chatroom..
i dun wan to continue crying myself to slp everynight..
it's taking its toll on me..
i was so happy........................
until i misunderstood wat u said..
den i turned sour.. and scolded you..
den u juz have to leave me there like that..
i was so tired too..
but i waited for u to return home and tell me everything..
i was there. i listened..
maybe we've had enough of each other...
maybe we're taking each other for granted..
maybe we shld take a break from this..
no no.. maybe i shld..
i cant cry myself to slp anymore..
with the way we're treating each other..
maybe i had it all wrong...... all along...
maybe i shld start posting at my own blog from now on..
sigh......
ignored for the whole night..
no good night wishes..
shut off from the chatroom..
i dun wan to continue crying myself to slp everynight..
it's taking its toll on me..
i was so happy........................
until i misunderstood wat u said..
den i turned sour.. and scolded you..
den u juz have to leave me there like that..
i was so tired too..
but i waited for u to return home and tell me everything..
i was there. i listened..
maybe we've had enough of each other...
maybe we're taking each other for granted..
maybe we shld take a break from this..
no no.. maybe i shld..
i cant cry myself to slp anymore..
with the way we're treating each other..
maybe i had it all wrong...... all along...
maybe i shld start posting at my own blog from now on..
sigh......
posted by Muhammad Shalih @ 10:47 AM
1 Comments:
At 11:45 AM ,
Muhammad Shalih said...
Just came back from the hospital when I saw your post. Look, you were so peculiar and petty about stuff, and I was getting tired of that. I lost control of myself and feel like I burst some part of my brain. I was angry but it wasn't for long, if not I wouldn't have kept on checking my phone for your messages. Then today, at the hospital, I was looking at this old couple holding hands and I realised that what I did last night was cruel and idiotic. I would really like to apologize for that. Really, all in all, I think it's either I'm too slow or you're too fast. I've never wish for anything in the relationship but for now, I wish that we're in the same speed in everything. So while you have been crying to bed, I have been having sudden headaches to bed and I still am. Forgive me.
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