i lost my balance..
i lost my soul yesterday..
thoughts of guilt are tormenting me..
speaking to me.. arguing.. confusing me..
false hopes and dreams..
this world i've built for myself..
my abilities, my persona, my talents..
i've lost all believe in myself..
i have to rebuild again.
this time i'll be different again.
hopefully better..

i'm so stoned and dazed.
someone pls wake me up.