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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

been thinking the whole day..

sigh... so i juz managed to scrape thru my chem test..
so wat.. i dun care anyway..
my mind has been busy the whole day..
been thinking abt wat happened last nite..
and i guess i've made up my mind..


yeah.. i've been petty..
taking him for granted and all..
feeling all selfish for myself and ignoring his feelings..
we made a few compromises..
but i guess i always overlook my mistakes..
and spot his instead..
i guess i was naggy..
scolding him for such a small matter..
but then again.. its not good to talk on msn.. easily misunderstood..
the cause of most of our quarrels..
sigh........................

guess i'll juz wait for him to cool down..
and i wont post on another blog..
i dun wan to let go of this relationship so easily..
juz cos of some small matter..


its been my fault.. and i'm sorry..
but then again.. he dint have to do that to me..
its was totally unnecessary..
i hate being ignored..
juz hate it..
sigh......... dere was so much i wanted to say...........
but i......... left them somewhere in my mind and i cannot find them anymore..
such a waste...sigh....



i love you baby..

1 Comments:

  • At 5:29 PM , Blogger Muhammad Shalih said...

    I just woke up. Had sudden headaches before my nap.

    I forgive you and yeah, you're right. I shouldn't have ignored you the whole night. I guess my reason was to greatly show my feelings, but I pretty much regretted doing so because I was in the mist of missing you badly at that time.

    Hey anyways, I have lots to tell you. I even jot it down on paper. I'll call you as usual at 10pm. Message me if you can.

    I love you.

     

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