The Holy Sweet Perfume

I was sitting beside a malay uncle on the way to expo just now.. Smelling his holy sweet perfume reminded me of my dad.. The remeniscence gave me a special feeling.. A feeling of warmth inside.. It's like when you just reached home knowing that you'd be safe and all.. Yeah.. Dad.. Fatherly, if there is such a word.. Taking care of me since I was around.. Helping me with my manhood and all those moral values being taught.. You know, I cant remember him ever laying a finger on me.. Though, locking me in the dark store room was the most he could do.. I cried and at the same time learnt what I shouldnt do in the future, so that I wouldn't receive this harsh treatment anymore in my life and just to let you know, my happiest thought is when my dad keeps throwing me in the air when I was young.. Yeah.. You know what I want.. I want you by my side forever.. I don't want to lose you.. Infact, I dont want to lose the both of you (mom).. I'm just afraid if that would happen.. Well, even if it does happen, you know I'm one of those human beings that has a serious problem of moving on, so before anything happens, I just wanna say I love you guys very much and I'm swearing right now before the both of you, I'll make you proud..

I'll make you proud..