juz when i need him.. he disappeared..

well i had a bad day today..
wasnt in the mood to talk..
but i do miss him.. and i do love him..
and how am i goin to tell u dis when u slp already..
so i'm goin to blog dis..
maybe u'll see this tml morning..
maybe u wont..
anyways..

abt the reason why u dint tell me abt wat happened btwn u and ana..
i know i shldnt make dis a huge subject..
but i'm still unhappy..
wat'd u mean it isnt important..
if the conversation is so trivial..
den wat abt all those tings i oways talk to u abt..
arent they all the same?
juz as unimportant..
juz as trivial..
den during our conversations at nite..
dere wont be anything to talk abt rite..
i'd be the only one talking and u listening..
reason? because nth is important enuf for me to know..
i'll haf to ask the qns..
i cld be pouring my whole boring life story out..
wid u on the other side "listening"
reason: oh.. u're conquering the conversation, by.. i'll juz listen..
so den wat wld smth be important to u,
that u wld tell me?
and when wld that be..
and since i heard it from her mouth and not yours..
its different..
cos u're my bf not her..
i'd expect more from u..
and wat abt dose phonecalls without a goodbye..
rude.. u cut phonecalls as if u cant wait to get rid of me..
this is getting irrtating, by..
i cant stand dis..
if u wont tell me anything until i ask u..
we mite as well not talk at all..