F**K YOU EVERYBODY!! F**K YOU!!

the thing is, no, i'm going temasek polytechnic.. i'm intending to go there once i get back my results.. taking up vsc which is visual communication.. yeah.. gotta go back to school on monday to settle my portfolios for interviews and stuff...... had a conversation with an old friend today.. not exactly that old.. adele john's her name.. she's mixed.. half chinese, half indian or as i would like to call it 'chindian'.. she saw something in school today.. it was my table.. a lot of stuff was on it.. as in drawings and shit.. heh.. i doodled her name on one part.. decorated nicely according to her.. she didn't get to see the other table though.. i drew her face.. yeah.. so anyways, she saw it.. as one thing leads to another, we then started to talk about the past.. started asking questions like how long did i like her and stuff.. then she apologized for rejecting me and carefully, i mean carefully explain to me why she did that.. then we talk about school and where we would go after secondary school.. yeah.. as you can see, i've obviously moved on, moved on with a girl in my life now that i truly love very much...... met up with coach later on.. we talked about the players, the team, the dinner and the upcoming tournament.. well basically the future of salem fire football.. admire him a lot.. used to have grudges with him for not respecting my other talents.. i'm over it now.. tried to understand his perspectives on that matter...... now at home still figuring out how to have an early application to temasek polytechnic.. trying not to stress myself with it 'cause the last time i did that, i made her angry.. so yeah...... i miss you lah, by.. why aren't you answering my calls?? kesian tau shalih.. tengok macam shalih sorang je lah yang akan post2 sekarang.. by ngah sibuk dengan sekolah pe.. a levels semue.. sigh...... heard that they had an agreement or something.. that's good lah.. 'cause like what i've said, i'm in the tight middle spot.. and it's very hard for me...... so anyways, mohamed fahrurazi bin masnawi, bestfriends since kindergarten and forever will be.. haven't been connecting with him nowadays.. he got his own friends now.. having fun and stuff.. just wanted to write the following here as he no longer visits my blog.. it's not that i'm gay or what, heh, but i keep thinking about you.. i've been looking after you like a big brother like the way i look down at your house from my house! heh.. but of course there are something that i can't do like stopping you from picking up the habits.. smoking etc.. got an advise from my mum.. "that's his life.. you can't do anything about it.." yeah.. i guess so.. i've always been looking after you.. that's why i'm t-bone and you're razor.. that's why i'm batman and you're robin.. heh.. nonsensical memories.. must admit that most of the time i keep pangseh-ing you.. play soccer never call you.. go out never call you.. heh.. actually i USED TO call you remember? but most of the time you can't make it.. so i got used to it and i didn't call you anymore.. oh and did you know? that the only way to connect with you recently is through joshua, firdaus, syahid and who else i can't remember.. cause you're closer to them now.. connect as in, know what have you been doing and all.. drink and stuff.. haha.. I KNOW! ...... i have never backstab you until recently, pasal khadijah.. yeah...... guess we're even! You tried to woo dee and aq.. ah ah ah.. hehe.. i was cool.. yeah.. but i try not to make it even lah, 'cause it's not a game.. bleargh...... just to let you know that i'm still here if you need me.. we've stopped telling problems.. yeah, i know.. your mind set of 'trust no one'! heh.. i also know that i've let the cat out of the bag many times.. giving the impression that you have a big mouth.. i mean you do literally.. haha! just kidding.. REALLY!! just kidding.. i just recalled! you keep asking me, 'asyik marah je..' everytime we were walking.. 'cause i like to give this serious look on my face.. hahahaha.. so yeah.. sorry for the sidetrack.. as i was saying, i'm here for you always.. not bad of having an italian defence on your side, eh? heh.. okay...... like what you always say which is carved on my heart, friends forza!!!! i mean forever.. remember that! yeah.. tomorrow got training, YOUR FACE WILL COME!?? hahahaha.. so yeah.. i've let it all out, not all of it though since i got nothing to do whattt.. now lets do a survey.. does the title suits the post? (yes) (maybe) (a bit lah) (not at all!) (fuck this 'survey') please kindly tag your answers at the left hand side of the blog.. thank you.. hur hur hur..
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damn i'm lame..