a death.. even a kitten's.. is tragedy..

f*** la.......................................................................................
my post disappeared..
i'll smash dis computer...
freaking ting..
i've dis post disappear again..
i'll seriously go and pull out all the freaking f***ing plugs and make sure it wont work again..
argh.......
i shall repeat myself..
i hate dis..
asshole..
damn f***ing mad..
so pissed..

i'll juz cut it short..
i went down to bury my dead kitten's body..
once my mum came home..
as usual she was squirming in disgust..
gawd i juz feel like slapping her..
she's so freaking annoying..
eee here.. eee there.. haven even see the body yet..
she's jiggling and trembling wid horrification..
like a small kid..
who's nv seen a dead ting before..
tank goodness she's my mum..
i'd slap her face if she's my fren..
hmph..
anyways..
used a paper bag to scoop her up..
brought her down to the bushes near my hse..
armed wid only a small fork used for gardening..
i dug a hole up..
the digging part was easy..
the part where i put her body in was tough..
the part where i cover her up wid the soil is even harder..
she'd only been wid me for.....................
2 days?
sadness....
felt so depressed..
cant help crying when i covered her up..
tank goodness i was alone dere..
i hope no freaking animal or brainless nit-wits
wld go and open up her grave..
if i find out.. u watch out ah..
i'll haf u fed to the zoo animals..
and i'll dig out ur eye-balls wid the same fork i used to dig her grave..
and i'll do it personally..
damn it..
after covering her properly..
said my farewell..
and left..
will bring her flowers tml if i can..
i hope she's happy wherever she is now..
may she rest in peace..
oh oh!!! good bye Lili...
tts her name.. courtesy of mohammad taufik..
who named everyone of them..
the oldest kitten..
so beautiful..
she's white.. pure white.. so pretty..
but too bad she had to go..
Lili.. i love you..