laugh... friendships.. farts..

goodness.. it feels like weeks since i last blogged..

been busy stressing myself out for today's physics mock exam..

feeling pretty confident of it.. hopefully i'll do well.. ;)

got so many things in my mind to write abt for the past few days..

but now tt i'm at the keyboard, my mind seem blank..

lemme try and unravel the huge pile of junk in my brain..

i hate being laughed at.. that is the most downgrading feeling i can ever be put to..

its alrite to me if my frens laugh at me. cos i know how selfish and lowly they can be.

colleagues and frens are not worth keeping if they're insensitive to other's feelings..

but u... u've been given the key to my emotions. the only key to my heart..

tts why i cant stand making funny faces. cos pp will laugh at me.

unless i wan them to laugh. unless they're meant as jokes.

but wat if they're not??

wat if i was trying to make my face and behaviour do smth tt is out of my normal behaviour?

wat if it was not meant to be a joke..

i did ask y u laugh, did i not??

was it so funny?? did u enjoy laughing at me??

u did rite? cos i looked so funny.. cos i looked so cute.. and u wanna make my screwed up face too..

dont tell me u were feeling sorry for me.. cos there was nth to feel sorry abt.

u know. u know. n yet........

anyways............................... its done and over with..

friendships are self-expressive..

they are created naturally when beings come together..

bonded in special ways.. different from others..

this sunday.. we'll be celebrating joyce's and deep's birthday..

its juz one day..

with two birthdays.. is it really that difficult to come down and have fun?

have friendships cultivated over the past yrs crumbled to dust?

u dun wan to feel tired..

wont we all feel tired too? how abt nicole who have to work after that?

dont u know? y r u being selfish?

its juz a day.. we all know how we've divided..

how we all have changed in the timespan of a yr plus..

how we have forgotten abt each other's traits and characters and personality..

we may be in the same skol. but we seldom see each other.

and even when we do, we have nth to say to each other.

bcos we have lost tt commonplace we use to share.

haven we all made tt silent promise? to stay together forever.. as best frens for life?

we arent juz ordinary frens.. we're best frens..

the best of the bestest.. the bestest of the best..

it hurts me to have to convince u to sacrifice juz a day for ourselves..

has it really been that tough to remain as best frens??

are u starting to forget us??

fart: is or are one of the by-products of the formation of human waste in our intestines. pungent smelling air released for the anus.

farts: plural for fart. pockets of pungent smelling air of various volumes. measurement of quantity of farts is not specific thus the existence of the word farts is ambiguous.

just my definition of farts.. hehehe..