Very Soon

Watching spinning white balls going past me.. One after another.. Making me look weak.. 7 goals conceeded.. Not surprised.. Not the first time.. Not my fault..

I don't even know why I am still in the team, damn it.. Maybe I should tell them this, "Which is better? Balls going past me as a goalkeeper or balls going pass me as a defender?" Why aren't they doing anything about my request?? Must I threaten to quit them? The last time I did that, I became the next captain and the 2nd assistant manager.. What the hell?? I just wanna to control the team FROM THE MIDDLE.. Not far behind at the sticks..I'm pretty confident that I'm better and skillful than the rest of the team AS AN OUTFIELDER.. Sigh.. Why don't each one of you try goalkeeping and feel how is it like to be embarrassed in your own penalty box, the so called pure white box where you make wonders and become much respected.. How do I do that when the defenders are like shit.. Very soon, this F-word will...... ahhh.. Very soon, I will...... ahhh.. Enough said..