blast my weekends!!!!!!

oh i have fallen down thus far
these bruises on my shin, knees and ankle
hurting me so bad; i wan to cry out
exposing my raw flesh; trying in vain to cover it up
physically, i've been brutalised;
mentally i've been torn apart
with threats to my brain; screaming in my eardrums
why am i tormented this way?
is this the retribution i've waited thus long?
with open arms i embrace my destiny.

fallen so deep, my adrenaline dries out

i've tire myself, trying to calm my nerves

if only we cld have cleared it properly

none of this wld have happened

if only words; innocent and harmless

were not carried away

by the neurons excited by our soul

i've been lying dormant in my slp

to be awaken by little flashes of light in my eyes

are these signs? an omen to come?

i've fallen down, trying hard to climb up again

families are involved

blood ties tested for endurance

there is no need to flash my pain

it's scarred all over my skin

there's no nd to tell others

my activities behind closed doors;

it's clearly scribbled in my life

if u so need to know, do come for tea with me.

i've created a hole in my head; so i can display all my treasures

doesnt tt sound sick?

i juz dun understand

there is no problem

there is no problem at all

but there is!

it was supposed to be gone

a long long time ago

i've dug up all the memory banks in my head

every cell, every nerve, none holds anything

till the time we lie dormant again.

its me who broke the vase mum. ME!

why r u scolding lil sister??

i wanna be scolded mum! here! scold me......

dont scold her! she's innocent!!!

its me

why scold others?

why blame others?

come to me. scold me. slap me. scream at me.

its my mistake.

i'll face the music

y have u no idea at all?

i've been falling, falling, again and again.

no, u have no idea at all.

u tink u know me so well.

u have no idea at all; none at all.

anyways.. went to see his skol today..

walked ard nanyang poly..

feel so awkward seh.. so many pp..

sua ku mah.. pardon me la..

walk walk walk..

the skol is so warm..

fountains here and there..

he say its to keep the skol cooler..

it had better be la..

den after that went wid him to beach rd to go buy safety boots

cos he lost his.

den walk walk walk

after tt go eat sup tulang!!! grrr...

i feel so carnivorous.. hahahaha..

meat meat meat!!

so embarrass seh.. eat so messy..

but its nice and it tasted good so who cares la.

pretty late adi so we both chao home..

both of us got a long day tml also.

he's got skol.

i've got extra lesson(groans....)

and whitley npcc pop nite!!! yayayayayay!!!

so long nv see my old npcc mates and teachers..

i miss whitley..........................

looking forward to enjoy gd food and a whole nite of singing and screaming tml..

weeeeeeeeee..............!!

saturday got my primary skol class gathering..

been ages since i last saw them!

like 6 yrs?! blast it..

hahahaha..

sunday got sentosa outing wid my bestybesty buddies!!!

FINOA!!!FONAI!!!!FINAO!!!!!FIONA!!!!!

i miss u la babe... sunday faster come!!